hope is... [intro]

hi! my name is komaeda

i guess you could call me "fictionkin," but whatever this is feels stronger than that. i haven't really found the right word for it, though i use fictionfolk right now

the short n sweet of it is i've always existed with many startling similarities to komaeda the character, so really i should've figured this all out before. but i figured it out eventually, and now it makes me very comfortable as an identity thing to present as him in my day-to-day life as much as possible. so i'm documenting it all here

i'm the host of a plural system of varying origins and a soulbonder. it might come up, it might not. i also do tarot and spells, notably with blood magic

very quickly: no, i do not have an alternate name, i also feel a connection to kokichi and izuru though not nearly as strongly, and i am like this on purpose. i am not a fictive, either.

hope you like my page :)

my leg hurtsss

my leg hurts which means its time for me to make posts because thats what i do when im in pain i make a post. and then i hit post

trip of nightmares got pushed back to friday and not 2morrow and i got my dad to maybe try danganronpa out. he is an extremely odd individual and his tastes and judgement on media is completely bizarre, see: he thought the plot of breaking bad was stupid, but he's a trekkie, and didn't think danganronpa's plot was weird at all. to be fair everything about him is fucking bizarre and thats kind of a crucial part of my childhood of nightmares is that its hard enough trying to survive being abused, but imagine surviving when both your abusers follow no discernable logicset, as in: i swear to god my mom has dementia at this point or is just senile and my dad is not as bad but still fucking weird

i told him id bring my laptop so he could try the first game out b4 he dropped 14 bucks on it. but maybe i'll bring it then try bribing him with it for free lunch. or maybe i dont want him to see this game

went on twitter. bad place. i fucking hate twitter none of my friends rly post on it anymore idk why i still check it

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yeah. owch. disability flare up is also kinda komaedacore if u think abt it

more ritual planning. i have some old spell supplies back up in my old room so they should come in handy

anyway we out here. jesus christ

if anyone on twitter finds this place i hope they think i'm crazy and that its so sad that i'm stewing in my delusions and that one day i'll look back and cringe with regret because just because you're a little pussy bitch doesnt mean that i am. if someone is so convinced that their concern trolling is altruistic then it counts as living in their minds rent free and girl im trying to be rememebred after i die

i hate danganronpa fans i wish this game stayed obscure